I am at a place in my life where good memories are peeking through like the sun shining and blinking through the trees. I am in the valley, the Valley of the Winking Sun. I was able to foresee this day coming when I was struggling with depression and traumatic memory that was once flooding me and haunting my every waking hour. I used to project the idea of a New Day and a stronger and much happier woman onto the page; a woman who felt secure and protected within herself. This day is dawning and I am excited every morning from dusk to dawn to be able to say thanks for this New Day; a day that I rejoice and sing praises unto the Lord, because I have been able to drink from the cup of tea that lives inside of me. A woman of wisdom, a woman of distinction, clarity, and inner peace. I am excited to start telling you about this chapter and even happier to live it! I once felt betrayed by Jesus, but now I see the bigger picture and realize that the trials and suffering that I endured was not in vain. I’ve always been a fighter, but now I can also enjoy being softer and embrace my femininity with a different kind of FEAR. F-E-A-R Feeling excited and Ready!
I have held the hand of many a trauma survivor now come hold my hand and let’s walk together toward the light and meet me in the valley. The valley of the winking sun!
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